[00:26.12]Every now and then I wanna feel the escape
[00:28.71]When the depression sets in and my spirit breaks
[00:31.91]And I go out hunting demons and they make me beg
[00:35.13]Got me pissing in the wind, down my own damn leg
[00:38.58]If God wrote a book 'bout everything that he's done
[00:41.44]I'd go searching for my name, now wouldn't every one?
[00:44.53]And you can tell me point-blank that I'm a narcissist
[00:47.80]I'm just needing confirmation that I exist
[00:50.90]
[00:51.36]Please don't read my mind
[00:53.91]I'm so scared of what you'll find
[00:57.80]I haven't left it all behind
[01:03.19]So much hate 'cause of all the hurt
[01:06.42]No idea what I'm really worth
[01:09.86]I'm holding out for peace and air time
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[01:16.53]You have to understand that my intentions are good
[01:19.62]And everything I do I do for love
[01:22.46]I got two little souls and I love them, man
[01:25.79]That I'm trying to lead to the promised land
[01:28.67]We take ego trips out to the country side
[01:32.40]Got a big old house where we reside
[01:35.11]And there's a big old boy with a big old gun
[01:38.74]Stays up all night in case the weirdos come
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[01:41.41]I had a job but I resigned
[01:44.63]Then I had a change of mind
[01:47.73]I will again if I'm inclined
[01:53.97]Another moan from a millionaire
[01:56.58]I don't know why I'm telling you 'cause you don't care
[02:00.51]I'm holding out for peace and air time
[02:07.10]
[02:28.89]I'm a little bit older but not wiser still
[02:32.50]I was smoking *********, taking sleeping pills
[02:35.40]But I get up in the morning, take the kids to school
[02:38.33]And my other indiscretions are so miniscule
[02:41.43]And I really pray to God it stays that way
[02:44.94]'Cause deep inside I think I'm still hurting
[02:47.80]When you take your chances and you ride your luck
[02:51.35]All you're really saying is 'I could **** this up'
[02:54.37]You have to understand that my intentions are good
[02:57.49]And everything I do I do for love
[03:00.31]I made a ton of mistakes, it's either fight or flight
[03:03.91]But every now and then
[03:07.35]I kinda get it right
[03:13.73](He kinda gets it right)
[03:20.40]I kinda get it right
[03:26.27](He kinda gets it right)